It’s a month since the start of school. I’d really like to say that I’m mastering my courses but frankly I have no idea. Some days I’m rocking it. I’m understanding EVERYTHING. I can answer any question you throw at me and if I don’t get it, I just need a moment and then I totally get it. Then there are the dark days. I don’t understand a single thing. I cannot concentrate and all I want to do is nothing. Except I can’t even do nothing. I’m restless and ready to jump out of my skin.
Today is one of those dark days.
Dark days give me anxiety also. So now I’m anxious along with restless and antsy and… and…