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spring is here…

Saturday. 03. 21. 2009.

… and I am strangely blue.

When one thinks of spring, many positive things come to mind.

For some reason, I feel most depressed during spring. My track record of attempts have happened mostly in spring.

What is my problem with spring?

I should love it. Warm weather is coming! I love the warm weather! Summer comes after spring! I love summer!

I just don’t understand it.

To top it all off, feeling sad nowadays is one of the weirdest feeling in the world. There’s this mounting pressure but the dam never breaks. I’m ready to just burst  into tears but I can’t. It’s weird and kind of unpleasant. The pressure turns into this almost aching feeling. Is it the medication? What the hell is wrong with me?

I need a cup of tea.

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