I’m feeling so strange right now. I know this is not something new. I’ve felt like this before but in the moment it always feels strange and frankly bothersome. I’m feeling the need to do something. Anything but at the same time I’m having a hard time sitting still. In fact, I’m fighting to urge [...]

Last night I decided to take a chance. I left the safety of our flat and ventured out to meet new people. For those who know me well, it’s well known that I can be afraid of new people. It’s downright bizarre at times because I can almost chat up anyone. I suppose it’s more [...]

Fredrik left early this morning for the studio and now I’m feeling kinda crappy. It’s really strange. He goes off to rehearsal everyday and I’m totally ok with that. But the day just started to feel SO LONG around noon. Maybe it’s the idea that I know he won’t be coming home tonight that’s making [...]

Last night we watched Prozac Nation and I have to say that in the end, I found it a bit disappointing. I was hoping that it would show that pills are not the answer. But instead it felt more like an advertisement for Prozac.
I can’t really say that Prozac is not the way to go [...]

I’ve been eating like a maniac lately. I have no idea what the hell is wrong but I am eating because I’m hungry not because I’m bored. Just hope it won’t last long. I really don’t want to gain back the weight I’ve lost since moving here. It makes me kinda down. Hope that won’t [...]

We all wait for it and wish for it. When it’s finally here, we bask in the sun and head for the outdoors like we couldn’t before.
Oddly spring doesn’t usually mean sunshine and happy days for me. I tend to get my worst cycling in spring. One moment I’m happy and the next I’m feeling [...]

I called my mom last night and she asked me how my Swedish was coming along.
That’s one question I hear a lot from people who know I’m trying to learn Swedish.
To be honest, I’m not sure if I am getting better at Swedish or not. There are many moments when I feel like I will [...]